.:Fool:.

After a long day at work yesterday, I decided to drive by her place. Her car was not there. So then next, I decided to drive to his place. Guess what her car was there. TOok a picture of it and finally confirmed myself. You're bullshit saying that she drives a jeep just got thrown out the door. You're cover ups are all squashed because the truth prevails. I even got a glimpse of her face! for you to tell me "I will chill with my boy today, and tonight after work you can go home" drama makes you the best actor for fake ass holes. I cannot believe how you can look at me in the eye and treat me so nice like I am your world. You tell me if I want to play you games? Boy you playing the game already. Telling me I am the upper hand from everyone else, guess what, I just jump out of that hand. If I was really a bitch I would make a scene but what's the point I was just finding out the truth and you find me crazy already. I will be the bigger person this time and walk away. Blame me for leaving you in the past, I had my reasons and I came back with a clean conscience. To start a new life here in Winnipeg for my career and possibly with you. "easy easy lang" as what you always say..well it will make it easier for me that I found out earlier than later. We both deserve to be happy and be treated with respect. However, I don't feel respected or treated how I'm suppose to be treated. I am a woman with feelings and deserve to be treated extra special.
"Just give it a couple days for me to kool off an think, cause if you weren't speacial, I wouldn't spend most of my time eating and sleeping with you. You are a special woman to me, promise, just give a niiga a little bit of space"
Nigga I will give your space...

Lord, I know revenge is not the answer. Lord I pray for strength, peace of mind and find happiness that I deserve. I pray for those who has hurt me in my past and present that you may touch their hearts and lives and work in them so they may be able to find true happiness and peace in their lives.