Dad,
It has been 2 years that you’ve been living up there in heaven. I really wonder how and what it’s like to be there. I’m sure everything is perfect. Dad, I have come across accomplishments, struggles, pain and pretty much have been facing the life of an adult young woman. Boy, I tell you, it’s a roller coaster ride. It has been a bitter sweet feeling, but I can’t get away from it. I just have to face it, live it and love it. I hope that I have made you proud with what I have become and accomplished in the last two years. It has been a rough road out there for me. However, I manage to take control of the gear and make sure that I’m still on track. I have not been the perfect daughter, sister, and a friend but I know I have been the person that I ought to be.
By the way thank you for saying Hi to me when I was dreaming and having a nap the other day. That was such a comedic move. =D. It gave me a good feeling when I woke up because you know I miss you. I like to see your smile in my dreams.
I also wanted to let you know, I’m a step closer to my dream but I still hope that I was able to have more knowledge and knew more about what was really going on with your body now that I have the understanding of what happened to you. Daddy, please continue to watch over us. Mommy misses you a lot, Kaye, Chellsa and Emmy and ofcourse me, your panganay.
Lastly, I will do my very best to do all I can in making our lives to have a more comfortable and meaningful relationship with each other. I cannot promise to be the best but I will do my very best with all of my strength and all that I have.
I miss you dad. I love you so much!
p.s I’m really praying for a lifetime partner, could you help me out please?
Love always
Xoxo
Panganay
