.:nuff said:.

My Grown up Christmas list

.:imperfections:.

.:fortune cookies 2012:.

.:so! I'm a girl:.

Nick Vujicic: Life Without Limbs - CBN.com

Left with Memories - JayFluent ft AlbertPosis

42. TEN REASONS YOU MIGHT BE SINGLE!!! @JayFluent

DIDN'T STAND A CHANCE - Travis Garland

.:what he may have said:.

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There for you - J-Reyez ft. Lydia Paek

.:i'm a woman:.

.:legend:.

DESTINYS CHILD - CATER 2 YOU

.:LIFE:.

.:my perspective:.

.:words words words:.

.:words can be so powerful:.

.:oneday:.

Chris Brown - Don't Judge Me

Chris Brown - Don't Judge Me

"Don't Judge Me"

[Verse 1:]
I don't wanna go there
We should never go there
Why you wanna go there?
I guess I gotta go there

[Pre-Hook:]
You're hearing rumours about me
And you can't stomach the thought
Of someone touching my body
When you're so close to my heart
I won't deny what they saying
Because most of it is true
But it was all before I fell for you

[Hook:]
So please babe
So please don't judge me
And I won't judge you
Cause it could get ugly
Before it gets beautiful
Please don't judge me
And I won't judge you
And if you love me
Then let it be beautiful
Let it be beautifu-u-ul, let it be beautiful
Let it be beautifu-u-ul, let it be beautiful

[Verse 2:]
Everything I say right now
Is gonna be used in another fight
And I've been through this so many times
Can we change the subject?
You gonna start asking me questions like:
"Was she attractive? Was she an actress?"
Baby the fact is

[Pre-Hook:]
You're hearing rumours about me
And saw some pictures online
Saying they got you so angry
Making you wish you were blind
Before we start talking crazy
Saying some things we'll regret
Can we just slow it down and press reset.
You're beautiful

[Hook:]
So babe
So please don't judge me
And I won't judge you
Cause it could get ugly
Before it gets beautiful
Please don't judge me
And I won't judge you
And if you love me
Then let it be beautiful

[Bridge:]
Just let the past
Just be the past
And focus on things
That are gonna make us laugh
Take me as I am, not who I was
I'll promise I'll be, the one that you can trust

[Hook:]
So please babe
So please don't judge me
And I won't judge you
Cause it could get ugly
Before it gets beautiful
Please don't judge me
And I won't judge you
And if you love me
Then let it be beautiful
Let it be beautiful [x4]
Let it be beautiful ay
Let it be beautiful yeah, yeah, yeah

[Outro:]
I don't wanna go there baby yeah
We should never go there

.:dream:.

I was in a restaurant, I saw 3 men I thought they looked very familiar. I walked closer to get a better glimpse, it was him and his friends. He started avoiding me and walking away. I kept following and asking for him to talk to me. Finally, I cornered him wanting to feel the warmth of his hug that I have been longing for. Finally, I felt his warmth, his eyes caught mine. There was hesitant at first but gave in. I apologized and cried sincerely of the troubles that had happened. It only had to take my presence for it to be ok. We missed each other I felt his presence, his warmth and his voice just soothed me that everything will be okey. That moment put a big smile on my face.

My feelings are still strong. I pray that you will learn how to forgive and take the bitterness away from your heart. How can another woman be able to love you if you don't trust her.

"I TRUST you is better than I LOVE you because you can't always TRUST the one you LOVE, but you can always LOVE the one you TRUST"

.:keeping the positivity:.

Cheers to keeping the positivity and perseverance. Keep you head up and everything will fall into place. Let go and let God.

Micah 6:8
"He has shown you, O mortal, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you? To act justly and to love mercy
and to walk humbly with your God." (Micah 6:8 NIV)

.:i trust you:.

.:just for you:.

.:if I believe:.

if I believed in paradise
I'd swear I must be there
I'd swear I must be there right now with you
if I believed in miracles
I'd know that one was happening to me
but if I don't believe in paradise
and miracles aren't real
then someone tell me
what is this I feel
I wanna believe it's love this time
I wanna believe my heart's not telling me a lie
but with you I can't deny
that if I believed in paradise
I'd swear I'm there
if I believed in magic spells
it all would be so clear
a magic spell must have brought you here
if I could see the future
I'd see if you and I were meant to be
but I don't know any magic
and tomorrow's just a dream
then something in this fantasy is real
(repeat chorus)
I wanna believe it's love this time
I wanna believe my heart's not telling me a lie
I wanna believe it's love
I wanna believe my heart's not telling me a lie
but with you I can't deny
that if I believed in paradise
I'd swear I'm there
I'm there
I'm there
if I believed

Patti Austin

.:woman:.

.:that's what she said boxers:.

.:bestfriends:.

Mann - Buzzin (Remix) ft. 50 Cent

[Intro]Mann50JRB-day boy
[Chorus — Mann]Man I feel like money (Man I feel like money!)Be attracted to meThey come around like honey (They come around like honey!)Because I'm fly like a beeMan I got them all buzzing (Buzzing!) buzzing (Buzzing!)Like da-da-da-da-da-da-daMan I got them all buzzing (Buzzing!) buzzing (Buzzing!)Like da-da-da-da-da-da-da
[Verse 1 - 50 Cent]Yeah, uhAudi R8, laid back, black on blackDiamonds on my neck and my wrist matching thatBlack mask, black mag, brown bagDrop that off, nigga shoot your black assI'm a magnet to money, the paper is where I'm atThey attracted to me, they treat me like Pimp C.I'm a P-I-M-P, your chick just chose meI got so much swag, is that why you mad?Control your hate trick, nothing good to sayDon't say shit, keep walking, quit talking, keep it movingWe can keep the club jumping till daylightFrom New York to L.A. through the Bay right?
[Verse 2 - Mann]Back up to back up in a mix like thatAnd I know you like it when it's just like thatAll the girlies just love my swagFrom my kicks to the way I fix my hatI'm back! Fresh like some new J'sBrodie got next, NBA too paidI'm too paid, shaded, with some ladiesRepping my city, West L.A. babyWest L.A. made me this wayTwo rules: stay fresh, homie and get paidHeyNever broke, and never bummyI'm from where it's forever sunny
[Chorus][ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/buzzin-remix-lyrics-50-cent.html ]
[Bridge 1 - Mann]When I come around, around, aroundThey go...Yeah, yeahIt's going down, down, downThey go...
[Verse 3 - Mann]UhNew cat with a old school feelOnly new artist with a old school dealTaught the game by Steve LobelSo we always win, don't receive no helpNew girls act like they know me so wellBut I shows no love and be like "Oh, well"When my album drops, sure as hell going to sellStack cash and laugh like LOL
[Chorus]
[Bridge 2 - Mann]When I come around, around, aroundThey go...
YeahWhen I come around, around, aroundThey go...When I step in your town, town, townThey go...Yeah, yeahIt's going down, down, downThey go...
[Verse 4 - Mann]Yeah, yeahShawty in my earSaying all the things that I want to hear(Buzzing!) And as the night endsI'ma have her and get all her friends.(Buzzing!) OkayHands in the airFrom the back to the front, everywhere(Buzzing!) Throwing out twenties, throwing out hundredsLadies got to love it
[Chorus]
[Bridge 2]

Read more: 50 CENT - BUZZIN REMIX LYRICS 

50 Cent - 21 Questions & Answers (Remix) (Feat Monica & Nate Dogg)

.:DO IT:.

.:3 weeks:.

It has been exactly 3 weeks from today where I have not seen you. Everyday I always wonder what you have been up to. I blame the misunderstanding that occurred. The only way I could see you move is a 10 second video playing OPERATION. I read the card over and over again, I stare at the stuff toys and the chocolate rose and ring pop that you gave.

I have apologize many times for not being the perfect girl. However, I will never apologize for the GOOD TIMES that we shared. We have had our ups and downs but that's what keeps it more interesting. It helps us GROW as an individual and as two people getting to know each other. It may be such a short period of time but I want to let you know I still and always will care about you! May be hard for you to BELIEVE but I have shown you as well of how much I CARE. I know you care for me so much but do not blame yourself for the GOOD MEMORIES. Never say I should've done this, I could've done that. There is a reason for everything.

If this is the only way I can speak to you..here it is..simple and short..I MISS YOU.

xoxo

<3

.:woman:.

A Real Love Song "C.H.I.A." - Traphik (Official Music Video)

.:don't miss me:.

.:nuff said:.

Ryan Leslie - I-R-I-N-A

Ledisi - Goin Thru Changes

.:abuse:.

I told myself I will never be in an abusive relationship. It turns out that I just got out of one. Now i know how it feels like how the continuous "i'm sorry" happens, "I realize i have been unfair to you and I should not judge you" but here me out here what kind of guy/bf/husband would threat the woman he cares about saying "you deserve to be slapped", call you names, lock you down and limits you on who to talk to and only limits you in talking to guys? Every itime i talk to a random guy is that cheating on you already? Dude you tell me im insecure maybe you are. Finally it was strike 3 and unfortunately i only realized it now.. Fortunately im out of this so called relationship I thought was perfect. I learned a lot and in a way being in it was a learning experience good thing I came into my senses and realize sooner than later. I am looking forward to being around the people who LOVE me for who I am and not judge me for what my past was but appreciate me of who and what I have come in my present. I saved myself from HELL (pardon my language) but i didnt want to be stuck in that. I can live happily without you and still hve the people who loves me before you entering my life. It was choice between you and Them. I am happy to say i choose THEM!!!<3

.:are you happy now:.

"Are You Happy Now?" Michelle Branch

Now, don’t just walk away Pretending everything’s ok And you don’t care about me And I know there’s just no use When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care... yeah, yeah, yeah

Could you look me in the eye And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased, Are you happy now? Are you happy now?

You took all there was to take, And left me with an empty plate And you don’t care about it, yeah. And I am givin' up this game I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah,

Could you look me in the eye? And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhh Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased, Are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh Are you happy now? Are you happy now? yeah, yeah, yeah.

Do you really have everything you want? You can't ever give somethin' you ain't got You can’t run away from yourself

Could you look me in the eye? and tell me that you're happy now, yeah, yeah come on, tell it to my face or have i been replaced, are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh are you happy now?

Would you look me in the eye? Could you look me in the eye? I’ve had all that I can take I'm not about to break Cause I’m happy now, ohhh, ohhh Are you happy now?

Michelle Branch

SISTAR 씨스타_Loving U_Music Video HD

First Love - Boyz II Men[Lyrics]

Love is Waiting by Brooke Fraser

.:bitter but sweet?:.

This entry is not intentionally hurt or offend anyone...It's strictly my own feelings and I am allowed coz It's my blog.

I've been keeping a lot of things to myself, slowly I'm slowly letting things out of my system.

First off "PEOPLE CHANGE" and "I don't feel the same way anymore" are stuck in my mind. After 6 years of learning how to love and understand each other ways, attitude, moods and decisions those are the phrases that will not slip my mind. Second, Yes I admit I have not been the perfect girlfriend Is there anybody in this world that's perfect? Exactly, NO! but have you ever thought of the saying if you want it then go for it? This made me realize since I left, If you wanted this to work then you would've been part of it. I was the only one taking part of something that wasn't there anymore! BULLSHIT! according to the board game. Bitter? yes..but soon enough I'll have a SWEET ending..
HATE may be a strong word but I DO HATE YOU! After all the sacrifices we've both made for each other and for you alone. For standing up for a few years for you from my family for them to LOVE and LIKE you? where is it? down the drain..my effort was put all to waste..useless..

NOW I will find my own self and realize that I deserve to be LOVED as much as I HAVE LOVED YOU! I WILL SOMEHOW FIND MY HAPPINESS ONCE AGAIN...IT was such a TEASE! Kept my hopes up..I should've realized way before but I was so blinded and kept telling myself everything will be okey..IT all started when it was the time in your condo...I never saw the person who left your condo but that's when I started thinking you were falling out of LOVE from me...I mean who would have a friend having beer and helping "her" find a job. I had no idea about it...so I started getting lost and seeking other people for comfort and security...Calling someone you love "STUPID" and a "BITCH" is not love...

I don't think I've missed on what I was suppose to do as YOUR girlfriend, sister, wife, maid, friend, mother at that time..I was there for you most of your basketball games, job interviews, studying for your online tests and finding answers for you, giving you accommodations when you needed it, visiting your family for the first time on my first day back in PHIlippines, covering up for you when you needed to, gave you praises, accommodated you around my own life, NEVER SAID NO to you, I would always find a way for everything in your convenience..and now everything's BULLSHIT!

I never knew it's that easy to fall out of LOVE...Do you have an advice? for the last time? HOw can one fall out of love because I need an advice...

How does it feel when I'm labelled as YOUR EX?

OK I think that is it..I'll continue this rant if I remember more things..

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together (Lyric Video)

Nelly Furtado I'm Like a Bird Lyrics

.:relationship:.

Jagged Edge-He Cant Love You

.:Antoine de Saint - Exupery:.

"Each man must look to himself to teach him the meaning of life. It is not something discovered: it is something molded."

.:best feeling:.

.:keep your head up:.

Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."