Sunday, May 29, 2011

.:healing:.

I thought maybe this wonderful sunshine would push me in writing in my blog. It has been more than a month. I have come to realize that being in love can somehow subside like a sinking boat...however if it the holes in the boat was fixed as soon as possible by those people in the boat there's a chance for love to keep going stronger and continue how much longer the journey will last. I say healing because, its still the present. I have been hurt and still hurt. So in the process of feeling hurt, I know somehow I'm healing.
I'm writing this because I feel like I want to attain something that I cannot have or I feel that I cannot be alone to get there. How I just wish you were here beside me to actually hear for the very first time of how I am really feeling and now that I have matured, I have come to understand why it's so hard to be in my position.

I just pray for that right person who will bring me to you or just strengthen my relationship with you and have you in between of however life, love, weaknesses, strengths, failures, successes, sadness, laughter and many more that I may face...

through it all I confess that I am weak, I am a sinner, I am a follower, I am your only daughter...

I AM HURT