First Love - Boyz II Men[Lyrics]

Love is Waiting by Brooke Fraser

.:bitter but sweet?:.

This entry is not intentionally hurt or offend anyone...It's strictly my own feelings and I am allowed coz It's my blog.

I've been keeping a lot of things to myself, slowly I'm slowly letting things out of my system.

First off "PEOPLE CHANGE" and "I don't feel the same way anymore" are stuck in my mind. After 6 years of learning how to love and understand each other ways, attitude, moods and decisions those are the phrases that will not slip my mind. Second, Yes I admit I have not been the perfect girlfriend Is there anybody in this world that's perfect? Exactly, NO! but have you ever thought of the saying if you want it then go for it? This made me realize since I left, If you wanted this to work then you would've been part of it. I was the only one taking part of something that wasn't there anymore! BULLSHIT! according to the board game. Bitter? yes..but soon enough I'll have a SWEET ending..
HATE may be a strong word but I DO HATE YOU! After all the sacrifices we've both made for each other and for you alone. For standing up for a few years for you from my family for them to LOVE and LIKE you? where is it? down the drain..my effort was put all to waste..useless..

NOW I will find my own self and realize that I deserve to be LOVED as much as I HAVE LOVED YOU! I WILL SOMEHOW FIND MY HAPPINESS ONCE AGAIN...IT was such a TEASE! Kept my hopes up..I should've realized way before but I was so blinded and kept telling myself everything will be okey..IT all started when it was the time in your condo...I never saw the person who left your condo but that's when I started thinking you were falling out of LOVE from me...I mean who would have a friend having beer and helping "her" find a job. I had no idea about it...so I started getting lost and seeking other people for comfort and security...Calling someone you love "STUPID" and a "BITCH" is not love...

I don't think I've missed on what I was suppose to do as YOUR girlfriend, sister, wife, maid, friend, mother at that time..I was there for you most of your basketball games, job interviews, studying for your online tests and finding answers for you, giving you accommodations when you needed it, visiting your family for the first time on my first day back in PHIlippines, covering up for you when you needed to, gave you praises, accommodated you around my own life, NEVER SAID NO to you, I would always find a way for everything in your convenience..and now everything's BULLSHIT!

I never knew it's that easy to fall out of LOVE...Do you have an advice? for the last time? HOw can one fall out of love because I need an advice...

How does it feel when I'm labelled as YOUR EX?

OK I think that is it..I'll continue this rant if I remember more things..

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together (Lyric Video)

Nelly Furtado I'm Like a Bird Lyrics

.:relationship:.

Jagged Edge-He Cant Love You

.:Antoine de Saint - Exupery:.

"Each man must look to himself to teach him the meaning of life. It is not something discovered: it is something molded."

.:best feeling:.

.:keep your head up:.

Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Cassie feat. Ryan Leslie - Kiss me with Lyrics

RUNAWAY - The Corrs (official music video)

"Runaway"

Say it's true, there's nothing like me and you
I'm not alone, tell me you feel it too

And I would run away
I would run away, yeah..., yeah
I would run away
I would run away with you

Cause I am falling in love with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you

Close the door, lay down upon the floor
And by candlelight, make love to me through the night
(through the night, through the night...)

Cause I have run away
I have run away, yeah..., yeah
I have run away, run away
I have run away with you

Cause I am falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you...
With you...

And I would runaway
I would runaway, yeah..., yeah
I would runaway (runaway)
I would runaway with you

Cause I am falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you...

Falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop falling in love with you

With you, my love, with you...
na ni na ni na na...
(With you, with you, with you, with you)

[Fade out]

Colbie Caillat - Realize Lyrics

Call Me Maybe - 2012 USA Olympic Swimming Team

Sara Bareilles - Gonna Get Over You