.:Why?:.

Why do I...
always have to ask for a kiss?
always have to ask if you love me?
always have to ask where you are or what are you doing?
always have to be the complicated one?
always have to be misunderstood?
always have to fail?
always have to be stepped on, bullied or picked on?
always have to be wrong?
always have to be the one understanding?
always have to be patient?
always have to be the nice one?
always have to be giving?
always have to lie?
always have to sacrifice?
always have to give way?
always have to get the left overs?
always have to make mistakes?
always have to be the imperfect one?
always have to be less happy?
always have to say yes?
always have to feel that everything is okey even if it was not?
always have to pretend?
always have to be or pretend to be perfect?
always have to be the smart one?
always have to make the right decisions?
always have to support myself?
always have to be ending up alone when it comes to problems?
always have to ask if I'm missed?
always have to ask if I'm doing my job as a gf, daughter, sister, friend..?
always have to be looking for a job?
always have to worry and think?
always have to be judged and questioned?
Why me?...