.:No one else comes close to you:.

The last four days of my life have been busy.
Sunday:
I went to Angelo's Baptism, even almost had an argument because Love wanted to play basketball. Sometimes I don't understand how he's allowed to decide last minute on what he wants and gets it. So we didn't stay that long to Angelo's baptism and he wasn't able to take enough photos as well. So we hurriedly drove all the way to Vancouver to finally get what he wants which is to play basketball. So after playing basketball, we drove back to Surrey to drop off the Lancer to Tito Bembol's to get the new parts in. We got dropped off at Surrey Central so we decided to eat the Cucina's for dinner. I had clinical the following day so, I tried going to bed early.

Monday-Tuesday:
It was clinical days and it was all over the place on the first day because our instructor had to drive back home to give her husband's car keys. So that took our 2 hour clinical time away from us. Instead of doing research, we were just hanging out in the cafeteria. Tuesday Love, prepared me my lunch that I didn't get a chance to eat until later in the afternoon. I took a two hr nap as I was very exhausted and didn't sleep until 1am from watching Hope for Wildlife. We also had our Tuesday date but it was at Old Spaghetti Factory.

Wednesday:
I slept in until 10am. Suppose to have gone to do the grind with ate Joana, but my legs were not in good condition. From standing for such a long time the day before, I had to take the consequence of feeling sore and pain in my calves. Although, I felt a little coldness from Love, It's starting to go back again. When I spend time with him too long I don't feel needed. Again this is just my feelings. I may be getting the wrong impression but i'm just basing this on my feelings. Whenever I'm away, I notice that I am not needed, is it because he's had too much of me? I understand that he wants to chill with his younger friends but I'd like to feel important too. If I didn't call would you tell me where you were going? I believe I have the right even though I'm just a gf. When i'm away from you and you call me, I have to answer the first call because if I didn't you start getting pissed off. I'm not allowed to have an excuse but if i'm home or you know if i'm home you don't even bother picking up the phone to say hi. When I call you're out I always hear sorry I missed your call, I didn't hear my phone ring, blah blah blah...Show me some importance if i'm that important to you..

Could this be your list:
1. Basketball
2. Work
3. Camera
4. Friends
5. Gf. or maybe i'm somewhere up there but i'm just an attachment. (ugghh my frustrations) It's like a Christmas tree, i'm just one of the ornaments hanging in one of the branches and i'm not the star or the angel that's put up at the very top.

Also, I don't know what happen to Stanley park date? or the Body worlds? (Alannah don't expect anymore)

Anyhow, Lord, I thank you for blessing me with a wonderful day and for giving me the strength in being able to do things and having time for the special people in my life. Through it all, you're the only one that can hear me out anytime when I'm need of someone..No one else comes close to you..