.:No one else comes close to you:.

The last four days of my life have been busy.
Sunday:
I went to Angelo's Baptism, even almost had an argument because Love wanted to play basketball. Sometimes I don't understand how he's allowed to decide last minute on what he wants and gets it. So we didn't stay that long to Angelo's baptism and he wasn't able to take enough photos as well. So we hurriedly drove all the way to Vancouver to finally get what he wants which is to play basketball. So after playing basketball, we drove back to Surrey to drop off the Lancer to Tito Bembol's to get the new parts in. We got dropped off at Surrey Central so we decided to eat the Cucina's for dinner. I had clinical the following day so, I tried going to bed early.

Monday-Tuesday:
It was clinical days and it was all over the place on the first day because our instructor had to drive back home to give her husband's car keys. So that took our 2 hour clinical time away from us. Instead of doing research, we were just hanging out in the cafeteria. Tuesday Love, prepared me my lunch that I didn't get a chance to eat until later in the afternoon. I took a two hr nap as I was very exhausted and didn't sleep until 1am from watching Hope for Wildlife. We also had our Tuesday date but it was at Old Spaghetti Factory.

Wednesday:
I slept in until 10am. Suppose to have gone to do the grind with ate Joana, but my legs were not in good condition. From standing for such a long time the day before, I had to take the consequence of feeling sore and pain in my calves. Although, I felt a little coldness from Love, It's starting to go back again. When I spend time with him too long I don't feel needed. Again this is just my feelings. I may be getting the wrong impression but i'm just basing this on my feelings. Whenever I'm away, I notice that I am not needed, is it because he's had too much of me? I understand that he wants to chill with his younger friends but I'd like to feel important too. If I didn't call would you tell me where you were going? I believe I have the right even though I'm just a gf. When i'm away from you and you call me, I have to answer the first call because if I didn't you start getting pissed off. I'm not allowed to have an excuse but if i'm home or you know if i'm home you don't even bother picking up the phone to say hi. When I call you're out I always hear sorry I missed your call, I didn't hear my phone ring, blah blah blah...Show me some importance if i'm that important to you..

Could this be your list:
1. Basketball
2. Work
3. Camera
4. Friends
5. Gf. or maybe i'm somewhere up there but i'm just an attachment. (ugghh my frustrations) It's like a Christmas tree, i'm just one of the ornaments hanging in one of the branches and i'm not the star or the angel that's put up at the very top.

Also, I don't know what happen to Stanley park date? or the Body worlds? (Alannah don't expect anymore)

Anyhow, Lord, I thank you for blessing me with a wonderful day and for giving me the strength in being able to do things and having time for the special people in my life. Through it all, you're the only one that can hear me out anytime when I'm need of someone..No one else comes close to you..

.:Beautiful day:.

My day started off by having blessed a wonderful sunny weather. I got out of the house almost about 1030. I picked up Love, and our fun filled day started. We went to Burnaby, Surrey, Coquitlam and New Westminster. We saw and visited a few people. We went to his Uncle Danny's house and visited his 2 cousins as well, We went to the mall to meet up with Marivic and Baby Sarah to keep them company for a little while, Went to Lordco and picked up parts for the Lancer, To the Colasi's to pick up a lens that Mike lend to Love, Went to Sushi California to grab a bit with Ate Joana, Kuya Berdel and Baby Jarred, Went to the Pascual's to grab dinner at Royal Thai for some Thai food.

I really enjoyed my day, although I noticed that I talk too much and I can say very bad words towards others. I have to learn to change that way in order for me to learn in taking consideration of other people's feelings. They might take it the wrong way and I end up offending them.

Lord, to top it all off, I thank you for blessing us with a wonderful sunshine and rain to end the day. I am looking forward for what tomorrow brings.

.:sleeping in:.

Hi, so I slept in until 1000 this morning woke up with sniffles, runny nose and a bit of cough. Waking up beside the love of my life makes me forget about my sickness. As much as I wanted to stay in bed I had to get up and get ready to go home. I can't wait to see him tomorrow though :).

My mom and my sisters went to dragon palace for dinner to celebrate mama's birthday. We went to the restaurant to also reminisce the times we ate there with daddy. It was also a good idea that we ate there because the resto was closing down. It was a bitter sweet feeling because that was one of my dad's fave restaurant because it is where we get mama's happy feet (chicken feet).

Lord I just pray for my loved ones and the desires of true heart. I also pray for James relationship with his parents especially with his mom. Everything to work out as you have planned for all of us.

I can't wait to get kisses from my love again and his bear hugs. I love life and what it brings me whether good or bad.

.:happy birthday:.

Happy birthday to the woman who carried me in her womb for nine months and to the woman who had so much patience in raising me up to now. Mama happy 48th birthday. I love you so much. You have been our strenght and the light to our family. I thank God for blessing me to have an understanding and awesome mom like you. Love you

.:teeth extraction:.

Lord, I pray for my love Alvin's dentist appointment today, as he will get his two teeth extracted. Please guide the hands of the dentist and his assistants, that the procedure will be safe, and not too painful. Please provide Alvin the relaxation he needs for the procedure. I pray for a successful and relaxing procedure.

.:Critical thinking:.

I slept in this morning until about 0930. I was able to do something productive which is do some drug cards to prepare for my acute shift next week in clinical. Also, I was able to do a chapter for my PG tomorrow. I was able to spend a little bit of time with my Lovey and we watched the Oasis channel about dogs. Drove to Lordco, to look at pieces for the Lancer. I was also able to do laundry and washed my bed sheets, so i'm looking forward to sleeping in a fresh laundered sheets. =D. I also gave James medicine because I felt bad he was not feeling well and coughing. I also helped mama clean the lancer. I also got to talk to Chellsa on the phone and chatted for a little bit.

Spending time with My Love gives me a reason why Loving is so important. I am brought here to love others as well as love myself.

Lord, i thank you for giving us a sunny weather today. I thank you for giving me the time in spending quality time with all my family today. I just pray for Chellsa's continuous recovery from her sickness as well as my Lovey's health with coughing. I also pray for his newly found hobby, may he use this to bless others and capture sceneries that may inspire people and share what you have blessed us with. I also pray for our growing relationship with one another. I pray for my sister Kaye for a peaceful heart and to have patience in finding her long time partner, for Em's school and her relationship with James. For James' relationship with is parents especially his mother, may you provide him with patience and understanding. For my grandma's health. Lastly, for My Mama, her health and her birthday that is coming up tomorrow. Please bless our family.

.:My head feels heavy:.

School started off pretty easy today, a bit of a review in regards to fractures. Glad to have done most of my homework. I also found out where I'm going for clinical and it will be at Lion's Gate Hospital. It was my second choice so it was okey. I get to be with a new group. We start clinical next Monday. A bit nervous but excited because I'm actually going to be a "student nurse" on the acute floor. We get to go on the medical and orthopedic floor =D. I got home with a bit of heaviness in my head. Probably my visitor is coming pretty soon, as i'm getting symptoms.

I miss my love, I miss being in his arms and just having to be able to smell his scent anytime I want. Eventhough he bothers me at times, it's his way of his sweetness towards me and his "lambing". Looking forward to seeing him for a little bit tomorrow.

Lord thank you for a wonderful day and for keeping my family and loved ones safe and away from sickness. I pray for my headache to go away and looking forward to another beautiful day tomorrow.