.:abuse:.

I told myself I will never be in an abusive relationship. It turns out that I just got out of one. Now i know how it feels like how the continuous "i'm sorry" happens, "I realize i have been unfair to you and I should not judge you" but here me out here what kind of guy/bf/husband would threat the woman he cares about saying "you deserve to be slapped", call you names, lock you down and limits you on who to talk to and only limits you in talking to guys? Every itime i talk to a random guy is that cheating on you already? Dude you tell me im insecure maybe you are. Finally it was strike 3 and unfortunately i only realized it now.. Fortunately im out of this so called relationship I thought was perfect. I learned a lot and in a way being in it was a learning experience good thing I came into my senses and realize sooner than later. I am looking forward to being around the people who LOVE me for who I am and not judge me for what my past was but appreciate me of who and what I have come in my present. I saved myself from HELL (pardon my language) but i didnt want to be stuck in that. I can live happily without you and still hve the people who loves me before you entering my life. It was choice between you and Them. I am happy to say i choose THEM!!!<3