.:beginning of a long journey:.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

.:walk in clinic:.

I woke up today feeling worthless, lonely and wanting to end everything. Tears just started falling from my eyes not having any emotions but sadness. I did not care about anything. I read my daily devotion i could not meditate. I still feel worthless. Is it the depression kicking in again? I cried out to God to help me and take this pain away. Derek keeping me company so I dont do anything stupid. Sitting at the walk in clinic waiting to see a doctor. Texted my sister chellsa and kaye also my ate prezel, ate pearl and ate ragelle with my thoughts and feelings. I just want to take a breather reset my mind body and soul... I need to be cleansed from this negativity. Heal my heart from a heart break and renew for a better and healthier life with God in my heart.

Alannah keep positive and let Go and Let God!

Psalm 27:14 "wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart, wait for the Lord."