.:preceptorship:.

So i havent started and I've missed 2 days already because my nurse is sick. I just hope that she will be nice to me.. I look forward to tomorrow.

Amy Winehouse - Stronger Than Me

.:June 26 2011:.

Dad,
It has been 2 years that you’ve been living up there in heaven. I really wonder how and what it’s like to be there. I’m sure everything is perfect. Dad, I have come across accomplishments, struggles, pain and pretty much have been facing the life of an adult young woman. Boy, I tell you, it’s a roller coaster ride. It has been a bitter sweet feeling, but I can’t get away from it. I just have to face it, live it and love it. I hope that I have made you proud with what I have become and accomplished in the last two years. It has been a rough road out there for me. However, I manage to take control of the gear and make sure that I’m still on track. I have not been the perfect daughter, sister, and a friend but I know I have been the person that I ought to be.
By the way thank you for saying Hi to me when I was dreaming and having a nap the other day. That was such a comedic move. =D. It gave me a good feeling when I woke up because you know I miss you. I like to see your smile in my dreams.
I also wanted to let you know, I’m a step closer to my dream but I still hope that I was able to have more knowledge and knew more about what was really going on with your body now that I have the understanding of what happened to you. Daddy, please continue to watch over us. Mommy misses you a lot, Kaye, Chellsa and Emmy and ofcourse me, your panganay.
Lastly, I will do my very best to do all I can in making our lives to have a more comfortable and meaningful relationship with each other. I cannot promise to be the best but I will do my very best with all of my strength and all that I have.
I miss you dad. I love you so much!
p.s I’m really praying for a lifetime partner, could you help me out please?

Love always
Xoxo
Panganay

【AREIA REMIX 060】Sistar19 (씨스타19) - Ma Boy (마 보이)

.:healing:.

I thought maybe this wonderful sunshine would push me in writing in my blog. It has been more than a month. I have come to realize that being in love can somehow subside like a sinking boat...however if it the holes in the boat was fixed as soon as possible by those people in the boat there's a chance for love to keep going stronger and continue how much longer the journey will last. I say healing because, its still the present. I have been hurt and still hurt. So in the process of feeling hurt, I know somehow I'm healing.
I'm writing this because I feel like I want to attain something that I cannot have or I feel that I cannot be alone to get there. How I just wish you were here beside me to actually hear for the very first time of how I am really feeling and now that I have matured, I have come to understand why it's so hard to be in my position.

I just pray for that right person who will bring me to you or just strengthen my relationship with you and have you in between of however life, love, weaknesses, strengths, failures, successes, sadness, laughter and many more that I may face...

through it all I confess that I am weak, I am a sinner, I am a follower, I am your only daughter...

I AM HURT

KC Concepcion-Tayo Na with Lyrics

.:end of the road:.

Another chapter of my life just about ended. A new door opened for new opportunities. My practical nursing program is about to start and gave me the opportunity to finish the rest of the class I need to re-take. I'm looking forward to finish the rest of my program. I'm determined and driven to do this for myself. I just have to think of me now. What I need to focus on is to accomplish my goals. Everything else will come into place.

I found it Classico-0356. My license. My BSN. My HSH. My career. My eternity.

Lord thank you for being by my side...At All TIMES!!