.:Closet clean up:.

Today, I learned how to cook Menudo, and I am looking forward to cooking it for my one and only LOVE. I was able to get help from ate Aya to clean up my closet. I also got most of my homework done for tomorrow.

It was nice to know that Love has been sharing me the things enjoy for himself. Although, I am not able to do what he does like ride motorcycles, it is already a feel good feeling that he still shares his interests with me. I am so content with what I have right now. It is already perfect. Simple and nothing to be boastful about but just full of love, support and kindness from others.

Lord, I thank you for providing me and my loved ones safety, guidance and shield from sickness. I lift up to you the rest of our night.

every day I fall deeply in love with you and more of you...

.:Rainy Weekend:.

Wow, what a busy weekend! To start off, finally my sister was able to celebrate her long awaited 18th birthday. It ended up very successful and all was into place. I specially thank James and My one and only Love Alvin, for helping out with our family; also ate Aya for keeping the juice going.

The only thing that got me kind off bothered was when my friend Marlo was just standing around and not helping us out. Not a single lift all he carried was his camera and 3 roses that he took from my mom. *sigh*

Anyways, I just had to let that one go. Today was a very wonderful day for me. I woke up beside my one and only true Love Alvin Guevarra Lescano, I went to the morning service in Surrey, drove my mom and Emmy to New West, and then spent time with my LOVE and cheered for him for his typical Sunday basketball. I'm looking forward to seeing more of his games! =D. Had lunch at Church's then I dropped him off. I got home and watched Emmy open her presents.

My weekend is usually always the best because most of the time I get to spend it with my Love. I can't help but express how In Love I am with him. I believe that with some bumpy road in our relationship together We both "smooth" things out by both having to understand one another, hearing each other out in regards to feelings and other emotions, at the same time we give way to one another. Lovey thank you very much for coming into my life and looking forward to the rest of our lives together! I love you very very much. =*

Lord, I pray for continuing guidance of my school and being able to learn and absorb what is being taught to me and apply them with my future career, my sister Chellsa, please provide her with healing as she is not feeling well, My mom the strength as she was tired from the whole weekend, My sister Kaye for a peaceful heart as she find her true love in due time, For Emmy to be able to grow and learn that being an adult is one way of being responsible for her own decisions and learning from her own, My lola for her peace of mind and open her heart out to other people; Most especially for my Love Alvin, for continuing and pursuing his dreams, may he accomplish them with happiness and share them to his loved ones. Guide him through is decisions and may everyone's health and our relationship grow even more with you. Amen.

.:Cloudy friday:.

Last few days have been memorable. Especially most of the days with my love. =D. Cooked arroz caldo and chicken sopas for my love. So much love love love. Cough syrup helping out and had a goodnight sleep. Looking forward to spending more days with you.

to be continued...

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I went to pick up my love to do some walmart shopping got a few things for our little home sweet home. We also drove to Richmond to Aberdeen mall, Lovey got a new lens for his camera! it was really a good deal. Then we drove back home but didn't get to spend much time but tomorrow we will again =D. I got to kiss him goodnight and got a big tight hug from him. I always miss him more now than before. I just can't wait to be finally in his arms forever. =D. I better go to bed I still have to be up early tomorrow.

Lord thank you for a wonderful day, for keeping me and my family and my love safe, for the blessings that you have provided us, the food, and the gas for our car. Thank you for your unconditional love.

.:Nando's Toonie Tuesday:.

The highlight of my day besides having school is that, I got to spend a little bit of time with my love, We had dinner at Nando's on Marine Drive and we realized how there are so many filipino who eats there. He also said that we should start having Nando's every Tuesday! =D that made my heart jump because, it could be a start of something that we actually do together!>.< got me teary eyed for a little bit. We walked to starbucks to have our tall caramel apple spice. Then on our way to winners but only lasted us for 5mins. Then we headed to pick up my sister's banner. Even though I didn't get to cuddle as much I still enjoyed and gave me joy I was with Lovey today. (oh yea i got to watch him play madden 11 earlier before heading out) Then we went home..i gave my goodnight kisses.

Lord thank you for a wonderful day. I look forward for what you will bring tomorrow. Please keep my family, Alvin and myself healthy and away from illness and have safe travel and in our daily activities for the day. Thank you. Amen.

.;Monday Night football:.

So my day was full of love love love. I tooke care of my lovey as he was not feeling well. I made him chicken noddle soup, got him orange and banana and made is into a smiley face. I also put some Vicks on his body to make him feel better. I slept for a little bit, he played madden 11 and then we went to the doctors to get his dr's note and we went for all you can eat fish and chips for lunch. We went back home and napped and cuddled for about 3 hours. I did the dishes and went home. I made sure he had more soups to eat before leaving.

After today, I thought to myself that I'm ready to be with this man for the rest of my life.I have never been more in love for the second time around. I went home and watched the San Diego and KC football game (14-21)with Love watching it at his house too. They lost but lovey said it was okey because it's only the charger's first game.

I felt a bit sad whenever I have to leave him. I love my family don't get me wrong. I just want to have a family of my own and that is with Alvin and myself.

Lord, thank you for your guidance and strength in everyday. I pray for continuous good health and guidance in our relationship and our school together. As well as starting a new life together as a couple.

.:Love is sweeter the 2nd time around:.

To sum up our very intimate and serious conversation earlier! We finally came into a conclusion that we are still IN Love with each other and cleared things that were left unanswered.

I love you with all my heart and always will. Alvin Guevarra Lescano!

Let's do this together and no more secrets. Let's have our relationship to be more open and be supportive with each other because in the end we only have each other! Again I love you! =*)

.:Paano ko Sasabihin:

Day 1 1/2:
How long should I wait? Should I even bother? I'm still confused myself even though I said goodbye. But I also thought it was what he wanted because i just kept walking away, the door shut and I had to walk further. Was I blinded? Is this actually over? Nothing to go back to and no chances of growing. There's no definite answer. I need this to heal. To put back into pieces. Should I just keep going on my own? *SIGH*